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i have doodles of stickgals and bears everywhere. i can't wait to finish every episode of ANTM. i feel totally depressed after finishing a new Meg Cabot or Sophie Kinsella book. i created my tumblr just to reblog all the conceptual photography that i just appreciate so much. i love fashion so much that i hope to succeed in starting my own label. i want to improve lives of people in the poverty-stricken world bcos i feel that they deserve so much more. i am living the most out of my life and i am :D drumrolls
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i don't wanna go to sch.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
1st, before all things, i shall declare that i've turned 19 officially on 6Aug2010!! despite the choice of exclaimation marks, i AM not excited abt turning a year older. bcos even though the years keep adding on, i feel pretty much the same - just like im still 16. well, one thing's for sure. i AM still as giggly:D this year is gd bcos i get to celebrate it with the people i love alot - wt & cj. and of cos, my family:)okay. so im feeling really upset today. today's my 1st day of school in NUS. i didnt like that i was feeling so out of place just like all my 1st-day-of-schools. i was feeling butterflies in my stomach upon waking up and i've been feeling like this throughout my 1st day of sch. and it makes me feel like vomiting. it's just so uncomfortable:( i couldn't focus during the one and only lecture for the day. thank god i only had 1 class. anything more - i doubt i can survive. the lecture on carbohydrates, proteins, fats and all those stuff reminded me of the biology and home economics lessons back in secondary sch. i had never like this topic and still i don't. i hated it more than quantum physics.
met up with wt for lunch bcos our lectures ended at the same time. i was feeling so bad that i didnt have any appetite at all. so i just bought a stick of crabmeat from Old Chang Kee. it turned out that the auntie gave me fishmeat instead. i dint like it but i couldn't be bothered. wt gave me his Subway cookie. i love cookies bcos sweet things brighten up my day.
all i can remember was that i kept saying to wt that i don't want to go to sch. i cant even remember how many times i said that. i hate getting lost in a whole new environment, seeing all the unfamiliar faces and not understanding the lecture. but well, all i know is that, if u dun like it but yet u cant change it, then learn to love it. so i'll try to love my life in NUS. i hope things get better and better for me as each day passes by..
shall google up on all that carbohydrates and stuff tonight..
a smiley for myself:)
okay, more smileys should do the trick.
:) :) :) :) :)