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i have doodles of stickgals and bears everywhere. i can't wait to finish every episode of ANTM. i feel totally depressed after finishing a new Meg Cabot or Sophie Kinsella book. i created my tumblr just to reblog all the conceptual photography that i just appreciate so much. i love fashion so much that i hope to succeed in starting my own label. i want to improve lives of people in the poverty-stricken world bcos i feel that they deserve so much more. i am living the most out of my life and i am :D drumrolls
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Monday, July 26, 2010
well, im finally back from Taiwan. though my days there were filled with so much fun and thus, more worthy for me to blog about, this post of mine is going to be on sth else. but before i go there, i wanna say thank you to CJ who made this Taiwan trip so enjoyably-crazy for me just by being my holiday-partner:)okay. now, even as im typing this, im feeling so pissed off and in fact, disgusted. i do not get it why within every guy lives a jerk who is so freaking detestable. and before anyone jump to any conclusions, i am not refering to wt. so, this guy friend of mine totally got me so disgusted with him bcos i can't believe what im seeing after so long. for sb like me, i have to admit that i am v against guys and so im always having this defence wall against all guys. and so, right now, i cant believe that his pretence has totally fool me and my girlfriends, bcos my judgement has never failed me. so this goes to show how gd he is with messing around ppl. we all thought that he is possibly one of the extinct decent guys in the world and actually treated him as such gd friends. to think that the real him is so despicable and desperate, targeting girls around him, dating them just to try out. and worse off all, trying to create false impressions or make things complicated when they arent. to see his true colors is a totally disgusting sight bcos i hate guys who do not take love and girls' feelings seriously, thinking that relationship is just a game that begins and ends very easily. (im having such a strong impulse to ask wt to beat him up or sth..but well, im civilised so that's not going to happen) guys who appear in my life are proving t0 me that my mindset that all guys are jerks is true afterall..which is a really pathetic situation.
but all i can say is that i hope that im right about wt not being the same as those jerks bcos right now my judgement is that he will be worth it.
and some of my gfs, i really wish that they arent as desperate in having a relationship bcos it'd just make them fall so easily for these jerks' tricks and whose going to save them from these heartbreaks by then? and nobody can save them when they let themselves get so blinded and fall so deep. that's why i always say that if a guy truly love u, he can wait. while other ppl think that im just playing hard to get, i think it's just a form of self-protection - to think carefully before u decide whether u even wanna give him a chance and let a relationship begins.
love with ur heart, and ur head.